It makes me laugh how stupid I'm being about all of this...I mean it's just a short term 'crush'...Nothing more right? :-/ I've had this feeling for other people before but then why does this time feel so different :??: It's like it matters more to me this time. Maybe it's because she's closer to me than anyone else I've felt this way towards...Or maybe I'm just over-reacting...I don't know :??: