Writing...Supposedly clears the mind so I think I'll just randomly write stuff from my head right now because I really need to clear my thoughts out 
6th form...Well it just completely sucks. It just seems to be getting harder and harder and I'm not coping that well with it all. The work just confuses me, yet everyone else seems to understand...Even when I ask about it I get confused 
I'm not the most clever person but still I thought I'd be able to manage...Guess I thought wrong I don't even like being there. I hate the lessons, I hate the work and I hate the people...I'm even starting to hate my 'friends' 
Friends...I used to consider most people I know as friends but now I'm not even sure I consider anyone (apart from Bean and Tash) true friends. I've just been constantly ignored for the past few weeks and it's not even like they have a reason for it 
Whenever Bean or Tash are not at 6th form I'm just sat on my own...No one else cares. Then whenever I sit with people and they ignore me, I'll listen to my ipod and keep my head down...But oh no! That's not good enough for them because they just call me ignorant for it! Hypocritical bastards
I hate people...They piss me off 
bekman
be Sorry Let me Up
I think that you have a courageous heart because you don't lie in your speech but try to open this courageous heart in order to cover people problems.
Yes i insist in people problems because as you have a problem to hate people, people also have their own problems so we are all in the same way and if don't work (speek) together we will die not body die but mind and heart one.
Finaly I hope that you will TRYYYYYY to change your opinion about people
YOUR FAIYHFULLY a MAN THat treaser you " charlie-em "
BEKMAN