Today was ok...Tonight has just been...well to be honest it's made me think. I'm not too sure if that's a good or bad thing at the minute but I suppose I'll know soon enough 
I've just been sitting here for the past few hours doing coursework and just wondering what the hell I'm going to do next year. I need to decide soon. Do I quit my courses and do something new 
Or do I stick it out just for the sake of getting A Levels instead of AS Levels Or maybe I quit some courses and keep the others then move on to an apprenticeship next year I honestly have no idea what is going to be best for me. I just wish I had some sort of idea what the hell I'm doing with my life 
I've decided I need to find a job. I don't get ema and I have no other source of money and considering I plan on learning how to drive pretty soon I need some money to pay for that. Sadly I can't sponge off of my parents forever 
Life is just too confusing...I hate making decisions...I always seem to make the wrong ones
