Posts archive for: February, 2008
  • It's My Birthday *Dances*

    Had a great day today :>>

    Bean brought me a Red Power Ranger action figure! It's seriously such an amazing present! Tashbash got me a really cute silver ankh necklace because she knows I love the 69 eyes and their 'symbol' is an ankh...I love it :>> Mutti got me Mighty Boosh series 3! And I got a pretty cool jacket from my brother and his girlfriend :D

    Got 'birthday beats' from James and Kate...at the same time...and on both my arms....That was fun U-( :)) James bit my ear aswell which made me laugh.
    Overall had a really good birthday :>>

  • I Know I Got To Be Right Now 'Cause I Can't Get Much Wronger

    My birthday tomorrow *happy dances* :D I'm actually excited...But I'm not too sure why because after all it's just another day...A day that I happen to have been born on 17 years ago ;) Oh well.

    Kanye west is on and I've really got the urge to dance but I'm restraining myself because I'll fall off the chair again...Yes...Again :yes::))

    I've been in a cheerful mood today, which makes a change. I like it :>>

  • Are You Scared?

    There's a massive spider in my room.
    I don't know where it's gone.
    I'm petrified.
    It hurts to breathe.

  • Take a breath, I pull myself together

    I realised something today. I'm too paranoid for my own good :yes: I think too much and then become paranoid about everything and then this just makes me feel sorry for myself...And when I feel sorry for myself I moan about how no-one cares (and stupid stuff like that) to my best friends. Now I just think that they've gotten fed up of me doing that and are just annoyed with me...But hey...That could just be my paranoid side kicking in again :-/

    Didn't mean to do it again :( I just saw one of my cures blades and caved. I forgot how good it feels. It just takes everything away for that minute and I forget about everything. I've just gotten into the habit of 'punishing' myself for feeling like this.
    I'm actually considering booking a doctors appointment soon to see if there's anything they can do to stop me from feeling like this :-/

  • God It Just Feels So Good

    Got up uberly early this morning :| Had to be in town for 7:30am...but it was all worth it. We got our bands for the Paramore signing :>> *dances* :>> It's made me really happy...yay I get to meet the sexy beast that is Hayley Williams :yes:

    Went Gregs for our breakfast Was great! Not very breakfast like but still great :) Had a yummy cheese and onion pasty and then a smarties milkshake from Shake-It-Baby :>> They make the best milkshakes ever!

    Am sooo stoked to go see New Found Glory and Paramore tonight...Just makes it all more amazing that I get to meet Paramore :>> *dances again* :>>

    Best mood I've been in for ages...and I love it :>>

  • These Scars Will Never Make A Difference

    Ever have the feeling that you're not wanted anymore? Well I've been feeling a lot like that lately :'( It's mainly stupid things but I can't help but keep thinking the few people I care about just don't care anymore. I know I'm being all pathetic once again but I just don't know :|

    I can even seem to speak about it to the people that are 'close' to me. It just feels like last year all over again. I'm pushing people away....I know I am, but it's only because they don't seem to give a fuck anymore :( I guess it's my way of protecting myself...It's what I did last time but to be honest I fucked up majorly and didn't exactly do a great job of protecting myself from anything :'(

    They probably do give a fuck and I'm just sat here moaning, upset about nothing. I just can't help it though. I think there's just something inside me that constantly wants to kill any happiness I have :-/

    At least one good thing has come out of my thriving on my own unhappiness. I've wrote a whole bunch of new songs, and I actually like almost all of them :)

    Hope everyone is good :)

Footer:

The content of this website belongs to a private person, blog.co.uk is not responsible for the content of this website.