So it seems that once again I've not posted anything for a while. I must keep up with this whole blog thing really but lately I've been a bit swamped with college work and everything, it's been kind of hard to just grab a few minutes to myself let alone a few minutes to blog 
Lately, instead of feeling so 'depressed' about everything, I seem to just be getting angry. Not exactly a good thing 
I've hit the wall so many times that I think I've either become so numb to the pain that I can't feel it anymore or I've made the wall a lot softer 
I seem to have just given up at 6th form. I'm not interested in anything there anymore....not even the people (well except for a few). It's all the same thing every single day and I've told them I'm quitting at the end of this year. That didn't go down too well when I told Mutti I got a huge lecture about how I'm "just a failure" and how I'll "never amount to anything". Made me feel soooo loved that did
Hope everyone's well 
