I haven't wrote for anything for a while, so I thought I should really.
6th form is stressing me out so much 
I have so much work to do and I constantly have Vati having a go at me about it all saying it's all "a waste of time" and that I'm "pathetic" for doing it 
I also have Niki constantly moaning about how she has loads of work and how tired 6th form is making her (she only does 10 hours a week, and she only has art coursework to do at home) 
It just annoys me because she makes out she's completely hard done by when she's not even got as much work as she had last year
I've been in a permanent 'urgh' mood for the past few weeks. I'm not too sure why though 
I just think it's everything to be honest. I've just felt like nothing really matters anymore and that it's just not worth it.
I was sat in the common room at dinner and I started pinging the metal bit on my hair bobble against my wrist. I didn't even acknowledge I was doing it until I was bleeding quite a bit I just sub-conciously feel the need to do things like that lately. Like last week I was clenching my fists and digging my fingernails into my hand and I didn't even realise. Tash noticed and stopped me doing it because I was bleeding pretty badly
I just don't know what's wrong with me at the minute
And now today's the day we finally go! Whoop! 
