Finally after months of debating if it was worth it or not, I've joined a gym 
I went last night (thursday) and it was actually really good 
I felt so pumped when I came out. I didn't feel knackered at all....maybe I wasn't doing enough. But I did stay for like 2 hours 
I've also decided that seeing as I've joined a gym I'm going to go on a drastic health kick. I need to lose weight because if I don't I'll be really unhealthy 
I've drank water for all of today, which I'm extremely proud of because I hardly ever drink water, and I've decided that I no longer like food because it's boring and I don't really like most stuff anyway. So chewwie and water it is for me!
Going to the gym tomorrow after town with Lou I actually really like the gym...never thought I'd be saying that 
I got a gigantic lecture today for not eating anything 
It wasn't the most fantastic thing of my day tbh. Ash said I'd let him down by slipping and not eating anything again 
I don't want to upset him because I know what he went through last time this happened, but I like not eating. I guess I must be pretty fucked up then
Hope everyone's had a good day 
