Day= Saturday
Mood= :|

Why can't I say no to people :??: I always get talked into doing stuff I don't want to do, I have no will power at all. Maybe that's why I feel the need to control myself in other ways. I honestly don't know anything about why I do things anymore :**:

I hate the way people take advantage of me because I don't say no :( What's worse is I know they're doing it and still I can't build up the courage to stop them.
I'm a weak pathetic excuse for a human being :`(

I wish for once in my life I had the courage to say no. No matter how hard I try it just never seems to happen :**: Whenever someone asks me to do something I'll do it whether I want to or not. I constantly have this need to please people even if it makes me feel like shit. I just feel like people only 'like' me because I will do what they want because I hate letting people down :( And some people constantly try to make me feel guilty if I don't do something. Maybe that's why I have the need to please people....I don't really know :??:

I just wish I wasn't so pathetic.